TEN — The Saxton Family Secrets

I need to know the truth.  Only the truth will set this family free.

I don’t know what my mother was talking about.  I wish, I knew.

My body filled with mixed emotions and I just want to die in peace.  My head hurts and my body ache.  What’s wrong with me?

My brother left my room.

I looked in the mirror.

“Who am I? What am I? What will I become?”

Thoughts are flooding my minds with stories and I want to break.  I can’t deal with it.  The pain is too much.

The thought of the unknown overwhelms me. For the first time, I surrounded by no hope, fear and lack of understanding, like a homeless person not knowing if they will have a full belly each day or a place to sleep.

I am frighten.  Is God there?  Can he help me?  Am I so damaged that he or she doesn’t care? Is having faith an option?

I am so lost.  God, I hope you can find me and save me because I don’t know what to do.

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