I need to know the truth. Only the truth will set this family free.
I don’t know what my mother was talking about. I wish, I knew.
My body filled with mixed emotions and I just want to die in peace. My head hurts and my body ache. What’s wrong with me?
My brother left my room.
I looked in the mirror.
“Who am I? What am I? What will I become?”
Thoughts are flooding my minds with stories and I want to break. I can’t deal with it. The pain is too much.
The thought of the unknown overwhelms me. For the first time, I surrounded by no hope, fear and lack of understanding, like a homeless person not knowing if they will have a full belly each day or a place to sleep.
I am frighten. Is God there? Can he help me? Am I so damaged that he or she doesn’t care? Is having faith an option?
I am so lost. God, I hope you can find me and save me because I don’t know what to do.
- Fear: The Unknown (daphneshadows.wordpress.com)
- Nightmares and Sleep Terrors: Should You Be Concerned? (everydayhealth.com)
- How to look at your fear (teachingsofmasters.wordpress.com)